Saturday, December 31, 2005

Updates

Since some people has been pestering me to link them, you know who you are.. haha. Then i shall make an effort, and i actually managed to find out where to put the links... haha. Cos i am a genius. as usual la. hahahaha. being BHB again. erm. yeah.
so all the links are up. Please tag at my blog if u want me to link you, i just typed that off hand... yep.

Friday, December 30, 2005

Some wierd stuffs..

How You Life Your Life
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.You tend to always dream of things within reach - and you usually get them.
You Have a Choleric Temperament
You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.
You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.
At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.
What Temperment Are You?
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.
What Kind of Seducer Are You?
Your Power Color Is Red-Orange
At Your Highest:
You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth.
At Your Lowest:
You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked.
In Love:
You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve.
How You're Attractive:
You are very affectionate and inspire trust.
Your Eternal Question:
"Am I Respected?"
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
ok la.. enough liao. haha. happy reading and happy taking them.. if u think u got alot of free time like me la.. very sian, so what to do? hahaha..

Monday, December 26, 2005

Christmas Dinnerrr!

Went to Kent's house on 25th for the SGSkaters Christmas Dinner, organized by him. Had alot of fun..i was definitely the youngest and one of the underages.. haha >.<>

I didn't really ate much cos had no appetite at all... only to fill my hunger and thats about there. First time i ate turkey.. it was really nice. Daniel brought his Jap friend Momoko-san. lol. poor her... kena bullied by SOME ppl like Ben...tsktsk. hahaha.. the way she talks is really cute cos she doesn't really understand english... yup.

Michelle and John arrived soo late... think they all dating.. lol. everybody was like " thats john's girlfren right?" lol... well who knows??? age isn't a matter i guess... cos Michelle is 3 years older than him...
then we went to skate at the basketball court downstairs ard 11.30pm.. mom called to ask us what time we were planning to go home.. so scared kena from her... then next time cannot come home so late.. but ya lo.. bargain and gave excuses.. reached home about 2am.. she wasnt angry at all though =)

very sorry that i was so quiet the whole time.. >.<
and thanks alot for the gift, i love it alot =)
haha...i feel wierd... maybe not that la. but still a little wierd now around you..shld really get used to it first.. haha. i guess i have to take more time...girls ARE shy ma.. what to do?? =p ok la.. dont sad le la.. next time dont give u so short answers le la... sorry..and and MERRY CHRISTMAS again.. though its over. haha.. >.<

Sunday, December 25, 2005

:))

Deleted a few posts that i had posted...felt it wasn't necessary, only posted it out of anger/sadness. I've just opened myself to sadness and misery...not gonna let it happen again..

read this on one of my friend's blog
"As i sat on the bus to work this morning, at 8.43am, as i looked up at the sky, i saw the full moon, almost hidden behind the soft, white clouds of the morning.. Mind u .. It is morning.. and there , i saw the Moon.. Not the sun.. But the Moon.. Its time was gone and yet, it stayed there.. slowly fading away.. But it refused to go, not just yet.. Not then... It seemed it stood out there.. To tell me to keep the faith.. to believe... that all is not lost.."

it really gets me going, to be happy to cheer up to get on with life, no matter what happens.

CHrisTmas!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! =)))

ok, today not really off to a good start, but i hope it will end well!!
Morning was quite normal as i've already gotten used to it.. blahblahblah.

my uncle asked me out to go watch movies with my cousin, but i cant promise him anything, cos im afriad i will not be able to make it for the SGskaters christmas dinner! then he kinda felt disappointed or something, but i told him no promises..hope he understands..

been waitin for so long for the christmas dinner...wahaha. cant wait.
after yesterday full of sleeping and trying to get well, im now perfectly fine!
alive and kicking! hahaa. im so hyper now.. ok la... not that hyper cos just woke up not long only, and the weather's SUPER good to continue sleeping!

ok enough enough...so...just wanna wish everyone a MERRY CHRISTMAS!! and most importantly on this very day, its JUST TO HAVE FUN!

toodles!

and i wanna thank Ben for his care and concern while i was sick for the whole day =)

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Invitations..

Christmas Eve BBQ! yeah. on 24th. My dad finally fixed up the lights in the roof garden, if not because of this BBQ i think he would drag on forever. haha.

Yeah. So anyone interested to come? Friends are invited, just come with $(hahah) and empty stomach, help to finish the food. :)
Drop me a msg at my tag board if ur interested :)

Stuffs..stuffs

Yeah, really alot of stuffs happening in my life now. Don't really feel all things rushing past me, but now as i look back, so many things had happened and i still manage to be alive but not kicking. haha.

School is reopening again, yeah, sorry had to repeat so many times, but IT IS really gonna reopen so soon. Major thing...more stress, more commitments. A review of this holiday at the back of my mind, it didn't really seemed like a fruitful one, only a few things that is. I managed to finish the 1 week of remedial for Maths during the hols. It was like going to school for another week, but only doing all maths. Well, yup, before holidays started, and i got the notice slip to attend, i was feeling so down and all, that this had to interrupt my holidays. But it was really a breeze, and now i look back, its like that wasn't a challenge at all, and before that i was still thinking how i was gonna survive a week of maths, a subject which i wasn't good in at all.
So we really focused on it.

And then came another thing, netball. Yeah. Thrice a week of trainings for the ENTIRE holiday. Every week. Gosh. I really really wonder how i managed to go for every training without feeling exhausted. I think i got used to it already. Immune to it. haha! Err.. oops! Skally the coaches come read i die. haha. Yeah. Now holidays already coming to an end. 2 months of entire supposed-to-be-slacking-but-actually-not holiday flew past. The netball camp was supposed to be a "torture" camp, but it wasn't all that torturing in fact. And now looking back at how everything had past, i must look forward to the future, and not remembering all the past.

Ive finally gotten a new pair of skates, which i didn't really pin much hope in getting. I only mentioned in a few times that i was interested in getting, but with my grades next year. Thats because i only just gotten a pair recently, abt 2 mths ago. And now im requesting for another better skate. Yup, so pretty much about that, i was shocked when my mom said that; my bro had actually really tried talking to her about his plans, then she decided to buy it for him. And well, she said since hes getting one, she don't mind getting another for me. But it came with conditions too, and for plans in the future.

From that too, i learnt to really appreciate what i have gotten, be it materials or what. Like i've said many times, i only get something which i had put in effort for. But this pair of skates, i didn't really request for them, and i got them so easily and surprisingly too. My mom constantly reminds us of how lucky we are, how we are getting things so easily, and whatever we ask for, compared to other people around us.. who aren't that fortunate.
I also really appreciate the amount of effort/trust/understanding my mom put in/gave, because not every 13 year old girl gets to go out everyday, come home so late every night..and mixing with so many other people outside, which she doesn't really know all of whom im hanging out with. Ive got so much freedom, but i don't notice it, until recently, then i saw how my cousins are really restricted at home...

Another thing, i met really nice people, learn alot of things, certainly much matured again from Sec 1. Especially from benben=p, haha..he doesn't like me calling him that. aww :P
anyway, yeah. I always judge someone by their cover, and i dont even realise that. Because that was exactly the same way my uncle had been behaving. And until recently, i really try very hard to change my point of view. My uncle had been critisicing the people he saw skating with us, and judge all of them as "bad company". Which i really dislike, because he didn't even talk to them, and summarise all of them as "smokers/gangsters who create troubles". Thats also when i found out that my cousins dont have that amount of freedom to socialise with whoever they meet, because whenever they meet new people, they always get judged by parents. It's supposed to be concerning with who your kids mix with, but not to a certain extent when he gets overprotected and not seeing what the real world is like.

If he/she doesn't meet people from all walks of life, how would they grow up in future to be? Naive adults? Thinking that everyone/everything is always good? Yeah, that kinda got to me when my mom was telling us. She always said when she was a teenager, she is "huai guo lai", that means she was once a bad teen too, until she grew up then did she realise that. So she perfectly understand what stage we are going through now. And thats also why shes taking such a big risk of letting my brother and i into the real world, the world filled with people from all walks of life, to widen our vision. To see what is really bad and what is really good. Even gangsters have their good points, bad as they may be, but they love their moms and if anyone ever dare talk bad about them, good luck to you, and they are always loyal to their friends.
So the morale of the story that i had learnt after so much...that i really have to open my eyes, be more alert with my surroundings, not being too naive, and mix with the people whom we think is best for us. But as for others who isn't our type, a simple "hi" would do, and nothing else would be needed. We would still remain as friends, and not offend anyone.

LASTLY. after so long. I love the song that is playing on my blog right now. Qing Hua-Jay Chou

Peace out.

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Skate

Back again! Been updating this blog regularly. Haha >.<
Yesterday, Friday, went East Coast to skate, because there's a skate session organized by SGSkaters, and night training session with Inline Culture, that my bro wanted to attend. So we met Aaron at Kembangan MRT and urbaned from there all the way to East Coast. The grounds wasn't really that skater-friendly. We arrived there about 3pm, saw Garrett teaching a big group of people all the basics of skating, but i didn't know who they were, all wearing the same shirt. Yup, so Garrett asked the 3 of us to lend a helping hand and help him out. There were more than 10 people there that wanted to learn. So we went around correcting their moves and teaching them etc.

After a while, met Brian at the rink, went distance skating, dragged him along to come skate with me, although he was tired, like he claimed. haha. Been skating since morning..so ya. We just skate from rink to Bedok Jetty and back to the rink. Slacked around at the rink, then got drinks, Kent treated me a Large Iced Lemon Tea from Macs. Haha. Ever since i joined SGSkaters, met really nice people like Aaron, Ben, Brian, Bryan, Daniel, Elisha, Garrett, Kent, Leslie etc. They were all very friendly when we first met, and could get along pretty well.

Yeah, so it was mostly distance skating, skated definitely more than 10km. Was really tired. When i got home about 10, could really feel the fatigue overcoming me. Had a really good night's rest. A well deserved rest. haha. And now im itching to go skate again... get new skates too =)

Friday, December 16, 2005

Birthday Celebs

Yesterday, 15th Dec 2005, was my mom's 45th birthday and my cousin's 15th birthday. Yeah, its really a coincidence, but we always celebrate their birthdays together. So that also meant we had celebrated both their birthdays together again! haha.

But firstly, before i rant on about it. We had a little carnival on that day for netball too. Was held at Kallang Netball Centre, schools taken part in it were North Vista, St Nicholas Girls, and Singapore Sports School. Our first match was against North Vista, score was 13-3, we won, then next was against St Nics, it was a tie, 9-9. A very fierce match with them, competition was strong. Last but not least, we played with Sports School. Whoa. They played really well, we got thrashed. 25-11. haiz. after all, they are Sports School. But it's alright, so long as we put in our efforts and played out best, and enjoyed the games we played. It was a very good experience.

Ok, so right after that, it was all very rush, cause my netball ended at 6. Then the dinner was supposed to start at 6.45. Yep. So after all the hassle, we left house and headed down to Funan IT mall, Sakae Sushi! Yeah, they had buffet promotions going on. Yeah, so we ate our fill, then headed to Swensens for the birthday cake.
It was a really nice dinner, everyone could barely stand up, cos we were all bloated. haha >.<

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Festive Season

Christmas IS COMING! yep! so soon, another year has flew by like the wind...
and well one of the highlights is a Christmas Eve BBQ at my house...


I was the initiator of it, so im also supposed to be the organizer too >.< Have to think of the food/drinks and everything...then have to get my dad to fix lights at the roof garden, else we wld be BBQ-ing in the dark... hahaha..

Netball carnival has been cancelled.. due to...i dont know whats the reason either..but theres gonna be 3 trainings next week. And then next is my mom's and cousin's birthday coming up. Wonder what celebrations are they gonna plan to hold...hhehe >.<


Sch is gonna reopen soon, well not so soon, but 3 more weeks...and that 3 weeks is gonna fly past without me noticing, so i gotta keep reminding myself that sch's starting, HW to be done, studies...everything yes, for the new year, for Sec 2.

Life is getting better for a start, family...studies...yeah. lets hope it continues and not just for this moment, i want this to last, alright :)

Thursday, December 08, 2005

new blog

Well, i was getting sick of the old blog of mine, so i just deleted the whole thing.
Yep...gonna keep my blog as simple as possible, to avoid any other viruses from infecting it.
Hope you guys gonna enjoy, holidays are gonna end pretty soon. =)