Thursday, March 29, 2007

Girls.. girls

Know what's the best part about being a girl?
You get to squeal, scream and exclaim in delight with that little high-pitched voice at every single little thing and yet no one finds you irritating!
Oh no... Ha ha ha!

If it was a guy... ho ho. No such thing. >.<

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Money money, how can i afford?

A long time since the last decent post's been made~

People say it's never too early to start saving. Saving at 15 years old and saving at 25 years old has a staggering difference. Those little dollars might seem little but they accumulate over the years.

I've been thinking, are savings just enough? Maybe i should start putting aside a certain amount and not touch em'. Future capital's sake. Hee~

It's like 纸上谈兵. I have quite numerous plans in my mind. They are thought out so well for money-making opportunities. Then, i procrastinate too much to get them into actions. Life's so short!! No time to lose!

Recently on Channel's U Cross-fire, their topic was about youths thinking they are too old at heart. That is, youths think they have been through too much in their life and are aging much too fast at their age. They think the problems they are facing are far too much. Actually think about it, it's quite true for me. I keep thinking that i'm growing up too rapidly.
But thing is, what these adults in their prime said that youths will start treasuring school life once they start work. Because at work, everything is so much more complicated than school. The problems faced are no longer that minor. The consequences are not disciplinary punishments. The consequences are either failure or success of one's life.

They said one very important thing, as long as 心永十八, 脸也会跟着年轻, 自然的也不会那么快变老. Ha ha ha. Am i that old. xD

Thursday, March 22, 2007

It never hurts to be kind and giving... even if it means sacrificing... it's all worth it at the end.

And i believe that everyone has a kind nature... that's yet to unleash its full potential.

A smile makes a great difference.

Start smiling! =)

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Aiyo.
Hear too much, take in too much. But never dispose of em'.
What'll happen? I wonder as well...
It's hard, but it'll pass.

I'm overprotected.
What's the real world? No experiences, priviledged background, never encountered any major obstacles before, will i survive?

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Time will tell if the decisions i've made are right...
And hopefully be able to learn something..., somehow.

Ah~... the journey of learning...

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Clueless or uncertain about what to do... what to say... what to react?

Follow your heart... follow your instincts... follow your guts... you will never go wrong.

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Won't it be nice if you were allowed to do whatever you want without suffering any consequences...?

Ha...evil thought that will never happen.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Monday, March 12, 2007

Why do some people earn so much money until they don't know what to spend on, yet some people have to scrimp and save to make ends meet?

It's like heaven and hell.

The rich makes more and more each time.
The poor scrimps and saves like mad.

But then again, top 5% of Singaporeans are making at least 5k a month. That leaves many others who earn below that not very far either.

Some work so hard to get that 5k per month.
Yet some can eat, drink, party all day with money rolling in more than 10k per month.

What's the secret behind these?

Thursday, March 08, 2007

The Endless Journey

I remember back at the age of 5, i had a crush on this cute boy in my class. Wonders how hormones started raging at 5. He was my first crush and it so happened that he liked me as well. But, too bad, he was more shy than i was. Gosh. I even remembered how my best friends then, used to make us sit together, eat together, do everything together on purpose. That moment, i was thinking, we will definitely grow up together and marry in our later lives. Ha ha ha.

At 6, best time of my life. I was the teacher's pet. I was so well liked by everyone. I remembered we had to queue after school according to the different school buses we were going on. Everyone made space for me and even told me to be the first in line so that i can get up the bus first. At 6, that definitely was a great honour.

Then at primary 1, the competitive level increased drastically. Being in a SAP school, i guess they had high expectations of the pupils to perform. I only remembered i was the very few ones who did not cry on the first day of school. Did not have my parents to bring me right to school (i was taking the school bus back then). And usually the first day, parents would fuss over the kids. My first day of school, woke up extremely early, anxiously waiting to go school. Eager girl i was. I thought at Primary 1, i'm finally a 'grown-up'. I thought i had very matured thoughts back then. But gosh, no. I was wrong. I was just like any other playful, naive, little primary 1 kids out anywhere.

Years flew by, i got 'promoted' to the upper primary. Felt more authorative because juniors were under our control. Muahaha. Kidding. I wasn't evil. Neither am i now. But... there were always exceptions. Heh Heh heh. I was the culprit of many bullying cases on the school bus. Oops.

I remembered at P4, heck knows, what i was reading that time. All about those kiddy puppy love English books. Fantasised that my future boyfriend must be an american. Thought americans were super hot. I didn't know the term of SPGs that time yet though. Let me side-track a little. At P4, i had numerous crush on several guys. And those many other guys had crushes on me as well. Primary school kids... whatcha expect. We sabo-ed our friends, told on others about the crushes. And we were so excited to gossip about the crushes. Jeeeez. Then we even talked about how it was like to hold hands/kiss and sorts like that. Hormones raging. Yeah, must be.

But now that i've grown up, what older people back then always say that looks aren't important is so true. I didn't understand when i was younger. I mean, how the hell looks doesn't matter? I want a chao hot chao shuai chao xing gan boyfriend when i was fantasising last time. Ha ha ha. And look at myself now, as we grow older, we tend to not look at the surface of things anymore. We think and go deeper a level.

P5, 6 i thought i was very matured again. (I always think so highly of myself)
But as i grow older, i realised that i was sad to say... still childish.

So, till date of 2007, i made a great realisation that no matter how mature i think myself to be at this time, i definitely am not as matured as i think myself to be. As much as that as well, i have a very open mind to learning more and together, enjoy the process of growing up with everyone around me.

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Have we realised that our mentality is maturing day by day. The way we handle things are not the same as previous days, weeks, or years. We have changed and improved to be better each time.
I'm happy we handled the way we did, and let's give each other second chances because we are still growing and finding out more about ourselves and the people around us. =)
Everyone makes mistakes but we were all meant to shine.
Fake it till you make it... don't forget to add some humour as well.

No one really knows except yourself anyway...; or maybe not.

Ha ha ha...

Monday, March 05, 2007

I'm satisfied with my results for this term for all the effort i've put in. It's exactly what i deserved, whether they are good or bad. About 80% of them are As and Bs. I've not achieved my resolution. But soon; trust me... i will. And i will achieve more than just results. Sometimes; or should i say, most of the time i second guess myself too much and too right...


They are all just little events that take place in our growing years... it's our response to it that determines the result and consequences, not the effect of the event.
It's never a bad thing to find out more about the people around...
There's always love around... it's a beautiful and sweet thing, it's always around..
close your eyes... listen to your breaths... feel the love... and be loved.

I always remind myself not to let my emotions overrun and lose the big picture...you guys must too.

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Due to self-created; non-existent; or existent stress, i officially have an outbreak of pimples.

Need to chillax more, more and even more!~

Unwind and let loooooose(meaning letting the screws in my brain loose, so i'll go nuts and not think with my brain, but with my fingers;toes;whatever else except my brain) ho yeah!

On a side note, I've recently found a great site Trizoko™ biz journal.
Feel free to check it out anytime on my blog under Misc. Websites.