Monday, February 25, 2008

Life is so unfair

Not for me, i think i make some people's life a hell. Sadistically, if i had a butcher knife and a whole load of guts with air filled in my brains, i would chop off his balls and dick. Some guys are better off being tortured gloriously over an extended period of time than just being shot with a gun in an instant.

I don't understand why such guys with the heart of steel and brainless head even exist in this humane world.


Btw, belle needs a second name next month when she reaches 16. We gave her a really good one this time round,

Annabelle Green Tee.
*stiffles laughter*

Friday, February 22, 2008

Bitching mood

I'm very disappointed and frustrated and feeling very unappreciated. Urgh!
You know we always want people to understand us... but i think about it, maybe we're not getting what we want because we visualise another perfect image of someone and place it on another. That's why we feel they just can't hit the expectations. Maybe i'm doing that, just that i don't realise it.
Aye, my bad again!

I keep picturing scenarios... and i can't go any further past point one. Maybe i just don't dare to think about it.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Children

One thing that changes as humans grow older, they learn how to communicate with different people under different situations. The thing in a child is that they are always direct and honest in their opinions. The thing about adults is euphemism.

More often than not, it causes more misunderstanding and conflicts than we actually want it to be. It's quite dramatic with whatever happening's in class. Take the 3/9 start of year conflicts then current misunderstands. And we all thought when we're sec 4s things will quieten. Surprises... surprises. It's this phase where some are more direct in their opinions and some are more sensitive. The 'mutation' stage i call it; neither children not adults. All the 'gore' and 'blood' comes from teen years. It's actually quite an experience if i were to look back 10 years later.

Things we actually bicker over for no particular reasons.

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I'm making up my mind to drop Chem totally. I need advices! I'm afraid the teachers might persuade me not to. 25th Feb is the date we gotta register for o lvls.

Should i or should i not...?

Monday, February 11, 2008

CNY

Let's backtrack a little to the school's CNY celebrations.
I thought it was something different and unique, it was actually funny and entertaining. Something that i like.

"What did Sushi A say to Sushi B?"
"Wasabi! (What's up B!)"

Coming back to my CNY celebrations, basically it was very little visiting. Only went to mom's side which consisted of my uncle and another aunt. I broke the record of visiting 2 houses only! Ha! But the ang-bao collecting still amounted to a good figure probably everyone felt more generous for the year 2008. Heh heh...

We played blackjack at my uncle's house, it was good cos' i won one time back my capital.
I seem to not touch any CNY goodies this year too. Suppose that's new again. But i've never really taken a liking for dry stuffs. Gosh, i realised i can't live without soups.
I. am. not. lao. lang. please.

And another shocking news, i failed my first A.math CA. Ha ha ha.
Another thing was i missed the E.math online test! And when i did it, i scored 5/5 but they said i would be marked 0/5 cos i submitted late. That sucks a lot.

Today during Physics lesson, something struck me. The fact that Miss Tee kept on reminding us how much we are behind time for almost every subject, she could afford to nag through almost 15-20 mins before starting the lesson properly! I think it's really contradictory that she tells us that this will be the last time she's gonna say this, and yet she says it every lesson, wasting even more valuable time. Sometimes i don't understand teachers, especially A math's. I have started to secretly dislike her more and it's increasing at a frightening rate. >.<

Valentine's day is coming!
I wanna watch P.S I Love You! Hopefully it does justice to the very well written book.


Monday, February 04, 2008

It's all a joke.... right?

Today's the day. I really don't know if i should laugh or cry or get angry. I was late again today. Kena from Mdm. Lenny, she used to be really nice in hearing my reasons when i was late the previous times but today she was back to her normal self. All you TKGians know her normal self is really actually a lioness. Roar!!!! You get the drift.

I don't really wanna elaborate on how i was punished cos' i think miss tee was really nice to me during this process. Just thinking about it, i am actually smiling.

The joke of the day...

The 1-way conversation Pam and i were having:
(I was telling her to wait for me cos' i was having tuition)

PAM:
OKAY OKAY

ILL BE HERE

*after 2-3 hours later

omg jac, when the hell your tuition end

omg jac

why your dp so nice

my father ask me go eat with him

you dont go away okay

i hope when im back you ll be around too

WAIT FOR ME AIAI

I WANNA BE THERE FOR EUU

OKAY IM ONLY GOING OUT AT ABOUT 930

*after half an hour later i suppose


OMG JAC

END TUITION LIKE NOW

omg i have to go

omg you have to wait for me

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See, i think i laugh more today than i did trying to be sad. >.<

Sunday, February 03, 2008

A beautiful lie..

And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I cant feel it right now
I thought I was doing well but I just want to cry now
随便说说
其实我早已经猜透,看透;不想多说
只是我怕眼泪撑不住

世界是很复杂的...