Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Sickish

Everybody's out partying on the last day of 2008, and where am i?

Staying at home, coughing my lungs out, sneezing my way through sleep, eating chicken porridge that doesn't have any chicken pieces at all.

Who ever said falling ill was fun? =(

Sunday, December 28, 2008

回到了原点,原点却又像终点

2 years 1 mth 16 days...

7th november 2006, we started out on our first date at tony roma's.

Photobucket

25th december 2006, we visited lim chu kang chinese cemetery.

Photobucket

31st december 2006, we countdown at peninsular's.

Photobucket

14th february 2007, we went to vivo and he gave me a red ipod.

Photobucket

26th feburary 2007, we caught the pursuit of happyness - a movie that moved me to tears. 

22nd april 2007, we caught music and lyrics - then, i thought i found a way back into love.

3rd june 2007, we went to paya lebar runway skate.

Photobucket

21st june 2007, we went to the zoo. 

Photobucket

25th july 2007, we cross dressed, or rather i did.

Photobucket

5th september 2007, we dined at F.R.I.E.N.D.S on my birthday.

Photobucket

28th october 2007, we went to KM8.

Photobucket

4th november 2007, we bred and kept seamonkeys till they died.

3rd december 2007, we ran in standard chartered marathon.

Photobucket

9th december 2007, we went to sentosa.

Photobucket

31st december 2008, we went bbq with the gang.

Photobucket

6th january 2008, we went to escape theme park.

Photobucket

14th february 2008, i received roses.

Photobucket

16th march 2008, we went to the musuem to see the lourve.

Photobucket

23rd march 2008, we were first on the top scores for photo hunt at safra tampines.

Photobucket

26th may 2008, we went to paya lebar runway skate.

Photobucket

14-18th june 2008, we went to phuket, thailand.

Photobucket

16th july 2008, he made me a 爱心餐.

Photobucket

3rd august 2008, he made another very special meal for me.

Photobucket

26th august 2008, we went to watch the fireworks festival.

Photobucket

5th september 2008, i've had the best sweet sixteen.

Photobucket

21st november 2008, we celebrated his birthday and went to the flyer.

Photobucket

11th december 2008, we celebrated our 2nd year anniversary.

Photobucket

28th december 2008, our journey ends.

All the dates don't matter no more, the coming new year's day, chinese new year, valentine's day, june holidays, my birthday, his birthday and christmas... i dare not wonder.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

2 little cuties

This is my first time i've seen newborn kittens. They are about 3-4 weeks old. And they are soooooooo small. Initially i thought they looked more like hamsters. Sushi is showing territorial aggression behaviour. Jealous little one there eh. I'm still wondering if i should keep those 2 after they can fend for themselves. Anybody would like em?

I just bathed them today. They are so easy to handle as compared to big sushi. Both look super adorable when they fall asleep cuddled up together. Aww...

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Movies

I've never watched 2 movies in a day at the same cinema until yesterday, and i must say, i've caught 2 really brilliant movies. One of them being Ip Man and the other Twilight. Ip Man really touched my heart because of the true spirit of chinese kung fu and Ip Man himself, while Twilight was a bloody romantic show. It makes me feel like falling in love all over again. I know everyone's been saying the movie's not as good as the book. Luckily i haven't read any of the series yet or i'd find the movie disappointing, and since i loved the movie so much, i think the books will take me higher. 

Very soon, Santa would descend upon our home grounds. 2008 has been a very hectic year for me. I will always remember all the times spent sitting at my dining table from morning to night preparing for Os. I never stopped once and just chiong like crazy. Although i know i won't be pinning very high hopes like getting a 6 points, at least i know i've done my best for each and every exam. Blame the stupid timings of this year's Os, most of the papers start in the afternoon which mean that i gotta take the public transport to school by myself. That is really a fear inducer journey. I would worry and freak out on the train/bus. Panic attacks and outbursts would happen out of a sudden. I hate the feeling of it. I've never felt so stressed before an exam like this before. It shows how important Os are to me. And it also shows that i've lost my calm state of mind. When i watch Ip Man, he really had this calm aura going around him. I used to have that sort of ability, but now it's all disappearing.

Today we went to ecp to skate. I've never felt so tired like this for such a long time. I tried slaloming again and to my horror, i forgot everything i learnt. It's really a pity. I spent so much time in the past honing my skills and training every day to perfect each move and now i can't even remember a single thing. 

Life is like a book, the more you've read, the clearer it seems.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

As I wander, i wonder...

Today is my first time i knocked off so early to go home. Lynette's hubby sent bro and me home. During the journey in the car, we were listening to classics.

Lynette's hubby: "Are you guys falling asleep?"
Bro & me: "Uh, no."

Some time later...

Lynette's hubby: "Shall i change the music?"
*switches to 933FM*
Lynette: "They all and us got generation gap.."
Me: "Huh, no la! After work listen to these kinda music more relaxing..."
Lynette: "Harh? 你这么老了啊?"
*switches back to classical music again*

Lynette's hubby: "You guys must have a hard day at work to appreciate such music like me..."

I was trying to stifle my laughter. 

How nice... I want to create this kinda life.

Friday, December 05, 2008

Solitude

Could it be called solitude? Or rather a night of loneliness?

It's a friday. It didn't feel like one. I was sitting on my bed thinking as i was drifting into unconsiousness. I opened my eyes in the dark and thought... i've been doing the same thing every day at work, it made me lost track of time. I didn't know it was friday till my mom mentioned it in the office. Back at school, we followed the timetable, so we had maximum knowledge of what days were coming and which day we were looking forward to. Now i can really understand why some people can be so busy at work until they lose track of the time.

I finally understood why my mom needed to turn up the volume of the tv when she's alone at home. I did the same thing. I felt so empty without any life around me. My mom always said i loved peace and serenity, i think it's just a nicer way of saying that i wanted some quiet time and space for myself. But now that i have an abundance of it tonight, i felt so different. I didn't feel calm nor relaxed. I felt exhausted after a day's work, then the feelings of being forsaken started pouring in. I had all the necessary material items to entertain myself - PSP, TV and handphone. The TV being in the background... i hugged sushi and stroked her for quite a while. I checked my phone a couple of times, waiting for a message.

I waited... and waited...and continued waiting.

My bed time arrived and i still haven't received a single message...

Maybe a sorry will suffice my being,

maybe not.

Maybe i don't want a seclusive piece of heaven to recline in anymore, i just need company and laughter.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

See told ya so

I still haven't received the photos! WHY!
Tio mucus!!!!!!!

I'm cracking my head over the 2nd year anniversary present... dum dee dum.
How about you? ;)

I'm just blogging cos' i feel like writing something, but i don't know what to. I'm kinda like a bad writer with no inspiration! 
Wellll, today's work was tiring. I think i can almost stare through the computer and start a fire with my powerful blazing eyes. AND, time flies when you're not noticing the clock! Every day seems like a whirl, 5.30p.m arrives very fast and i'll stay for a little while longer finishing up the day's work, hopefully.

I'm already thinking about what i should have for lunch tomorrow. Hawker fare again! It's been a while since i actually stepped into a kopitiam to order any food. I know i'm a fortunate and blessed and pampered naughty girl. 

But ever since i've started work, all i've learnt to say is yes. Never no. 
My sushi is behind the cupboard digging shit out. Grr! Hates how she always find some way to crawl somewhere dark and dusty and musty and get herself all grossed out, or rather me grossed out. 

I've been having too many O level results dreams. Just last night, i dreamt of myself getting 12 points! Ruby got 8 and nel got 6. AND i was wondering where the hell am i going to go with 12 points, then i ended up being so frustrated and signed my fate to tampines jc. 
It's not exciting to be dreaming of such dreadful dreams. I don't want them to be dejavu.

The christmas season has set in for me.

"Last christmas i gave you my heart, the very next day, you gave it away..."

I want many many christmas presents and good food! Yum yum

The channel 8 9PM show is don't know what 小娘惹, like not interesting cos the show so olden even if the actors/actresses are young, so now my 9pm nights are left wondering what i should do. I've already read the day's papers, i'm only waiting for my forensic heroes at 10pm. I know this is super random, because i really have nothing to do. And that fat nel, i've stopped playing neopets, god! 955k neopoints and i was still so determined to get it to 1mil but all that zest is gone. 
Then i tried switching to playing CS, guess what?
The same old same happened. 5 minutes into the game and i had a major splitting headache. I should just kill myself or my character by jumping off the buildings. I love shooting games, but i'm bored of those at the arcades. Can they bring in more interesting machines? Wayne and I had a sudden urge to be young all over again, we chiong arcades for 3 days consecutively. We completed Rambo, and he downloaded all 4 movies. I still want to play House of Dead 4 though. Why did we last so long the last time i played at Ehub with my american cousins and now that i played with him again, we died pretty quickly. WHY WHY WHY. Maybe the gun sucked now cos' too many people touched it! HA! So much for excuses.

I think i really need to have more female hormones.

Firstly, i read that male hormones causes all the pimples and zits and acne, i know they're all the same. 

Secondly, maybe i wanna try playing with barbie doll. HAHA. 

Thirdly, i want to stop the urge on seeing tamiya cars and thinking of how much i wanted to play with one when i was young last time.

Fourthly, i dreamt of myself having a dick, i know. it's like WTF! 

Fifthly, i have the urge to znggggggg my own car when i do have one next time; revamp the entire sound system so that i'll be having a crazy club session each time i'm in the car. I was kidding about the club session, but i seriously will bring it to the car shop to get great speakers fitted into the car. 

Sixthly, maybe i should just wish that i'll stop behaving like a male.

But then again, i still love myself for who i am and what i do.