Monday, February 23, 2009

Settled

I have so much on my mind the past weeks that i don't even know the exact emotions i've been having. Everything's just coming together in a whirl, spinning and tossing me around freely. I've been hit and bruised in the process. I don't even know how to phrase all these right in words because they will just be words after all. The only way i know is through tears.

Every house-moving experience is almost the same with my brother being absolutely not involved at all. I wonder when this sort of responsibility settles in for a guy - after NS? after getting married?
Whoever said older brothers were loving and endearing?
I say bullshit.

I thought the house would be settled nicely just when school started, but apparently it didn't turn out that way. I'm struggling in between trying to cope with house matters and school work. It's tiring, i swear.

I really wish for a proper bed to rest my worn soul.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

HOMELESS

Yes, title says it all.

I'm separated from the family, and so is my brother -- putting up at friend's place. It has actually come to this state that we actually don't have a house to live in. Stupid kiasu landlord signed the tenancy agreement too fast to lease out to another family, and we had to move out on 7th feb; the new house is still under renovation so we had no place to move in to. It's so pitiful, i swear.

The official first week of school after orientation is pretty much slack, having only 2/3 lectures per day. I can't say much about how the school is like because everything's still raw to me.

The one thing i miss most and feel like hugging/stroking/sayanging most is my dear Sushi. :(
Sushi must be missing all the scratching i always help her do on her neck :(
Ahhh... Sushi! meow once if you miss me too :(

Monday, February 02, 2009

Deja vu

I ought to be blogging about today because it's the official day that i enter the JC life. So much has past over the week, what with Chinese New Year and all that visiting. I think the rest of the TKGians feel the same way as i did this morning in the auditorium. When i entered TKG, Mrs Loke was welcoming all the little cute Secondary ones into the family, now when i enter TJC, Mrs Loke is there again welcoming us. How refreshing huh!

Saturday's Go-Karting outing at JB drained quite a lot of my energy, to top that up, i couldn't sleep well on Sunday night just before school because Sushi kept meowing loudly. I think it's time for her to be spayed, she might be going through 'puberty', with the hormones raging and all. First day of school is pretty tiring, maybe because of the lack of rest. Tomorrow's Amazing Race sounds fun, hopefully it'll be fun too. And I really need a lot of energy to last me throughout the school day.

Now... where do they sell those adrenaline pills.