Friday, April 24, 2009

Sky is the limit!

Today marks the official day that my brother can chauffeur me around legally. It's also the day that my cousin enlists. How exciting huh. Both of them are of the same age yet the lives that they are leading are worlds apart.

Climbing was good, i bounced from the bottom on Wednesday and I feel really good about myself. Next attempt would be the baby roof! When can i ever complete the overhang man... maybe when my legs grow longer and I have bigger balls to jump.

Megahouse function had superb music and atmosphere! It was like O-night except less crazy, but nevertheless still as much fun. We crashed it after climbing to spread the joy and smell... wakaka...

The past few days I've been sweating like a pig in school. Any place without the air-conditioner is hell.

After 4 solid months, I've finally gotten back my acoustic guitar. How much i've missed it.
Time to go re-string it~

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

GO low

The essence of those 4 posts below is "Honey bunny i love you." That was all i needed. Ha!
See what boring people had to do. As if my computer wasn't enough to entertain Tan Chanel, she had to crash my huge bed and drool on my comforter. I was having tuition and halfway through...

I said, "Eh, will that nel drool not ar? She sleep until like that confirm will one lor...."
5 secs later...
Tan Chanel stirring up from deep sleep, "Shit jac! I drooled on your bed!"

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sadly, she told me to have sweet dreams after that. I'm sure i did last night.


Climbing today was crappy for me. My performance sucked for the very first time. I don't know why about an hour into training and i was in such low shit for the physical and emotional states. It never happened to me before. I really don't know what happened. Maybe I had my contacts on for too long already, it was making me exceptionally drained. And perhaps the gym-less monday didn't put me on track for the entire week of exercise. I really need to hit some iron on Mondays... fat teo... grrr.

The only thing i dread tomorrow is Econs lesson. I love Econs... but the teacher isn't maximising my love for the subject. Sigh.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

yay jac says i can blog.
she sayssss................................................
she hit the floor next thing you know shortie got lowl ow low lowwwwwww!
honey bunny i love you.
i love chanel and i cannot lie.
i love chanel's boobs and i cannot lie.
i love chanel's butt and i cannot lie.

Monday, April 20, 2009

Weather

Just a really brief update so far... Weather's playing the devil these days. Climbing camp was definitely the best camp i've attended till date. Econs test was screwed today. I did study, i remember how it looks like on the notes, but not the content. Damn...
It still remains my favourite subject though, no matter how badly i fare for the tests/exams, my love for this subject will not die. That is, until i get what we are doing for lectures right now, it's getting so technical and it makes use of uncommon sense.

I cling on to the past too tightly. I was browsing through my childhood photos just a couple of days back, then I see the photos of my brother and I having fun together, the laughter and joy was so pure. While doing Wide Sargasso Sea for lit today...

"Pierre is dead, isn't he?"
"He died on the way down, the poor little boy," she said.
"He died before that," I thought but was too tired to speak.

We discussed how Antoinette felt that her brother was long gone in her heart before he was even physically gone.
I suddenly thought of the relationship between my brother and I. It was the exact same way i felt as her. Through my growing years, I've always wondered what really happened to the brother i knew as a child. He's a totally different person... It's as if he's a stranger to me. I know nothing about him, at all. Once i tried reviving those childhood times with him, asking him if he recalled our childhood together, the most disappointing replies i received were "I forgot."
Biologically, he's older than me, but i've always felt as if i'm the older child, the one who's more understanding, the one who takes care of the housekeeping matters.

Living away from my dad has been so different for the family now. Mom turns on the air-con, buy my favourite fruits, pamper me to her best ability... she says "It's time to enjoy life... if not now, then when?" Those were the days where we had to save on electricity, water, etc etc even though we were financially stable. The days of scrimping and saving for nothing are gone. Life is definitely better right now...
As i was looking at Gorden's blog about his family picnic, i had so much mixed emotions.
Sad that I will never have such a privilege, determined to be the greatest parent in the future and passionate to fill the big shoes that my parents will leave for me to fill. I think the greatest regret my mom ever had is marrying the wrong man. I don't have the choice to choose my father, but i definitely have my own chisel to carve the figure i want to be in the future.
It's that very thing that drives me to achieve the best in everything I do...

Thursday, April 16, 2009

The busy life of JC

You guys can tell how busy I've been by the absence of updates.

I'm in love with building muscles and climbing. The adrenaline you get from feeling strong... ah sexy. I know it sounds so testosterone-y, but it's the truth ever since climbing started. I wonder why I didn't start climbing earlier. It's a pity not all secondary schools have climbing as CCAs. It would have been amazing.

I was eating my dinner just now and watching Sushi sashaying around the house. It triggered the memories of how i used to sit by her side when i dished out her food in her food bowl and watch her eat till she's emptied it. These days the role has been taken over by my maid. Though i still spend some quality time pampering her every single day, I think I tend to take her for granted. I don't know; i feel a strong inclination towards her and this attachment that the one thing I want to see first when i reach home would be her, and she would be waiting for me by the door, then start purring at the sight of me and brush past my legs, then try to clean me by licking me with her rough tongue. If that wasn't enough, she would have all her little tricks up her sleeves from chasing after my feet like it's a mice and chewing onto them like a ragged doll, then running across the smooth floors and always never manage to break in time when a wall comes close. Then she would want to play with me by jumping all over the place and toppling everything, digging the rubbish bin, walking on the toilet bowl, going to the highest places etc. At night, she would sleep with me under the covers; in between my legs; all cozied up on my bed. In the morning she would wake up together with me and meow at me to let her out to the kitchen to pee in her litter tray and eat breakfast. Imagine all these gone when she's lived her life to the fullest... for one, i can't. She's so close to being another human being.


Climbing camp is coming in 2 days time. My muscles are aching. My palm is as rough as a guy or even worse. My toes are getting disfigured from the super tight climbing shoes. I am lagging behind for physics. I love econs. Lit is slack. GP is fun. Math is pure hard work. PW has only just started!
How would my life be like if i had chosen a poly?