Saturday, October 23, 2010

IT

Over the week and the last, I have been seeing how couples have been apparently on a date with their iphones and ipods and their lover as an add-on to the thrills of the iphone apps. It's grossly disgusting how IT is making people anti-social and living too much in virtual world, and when they go out on dates, they are bringing their virtual worlds along with them as well. The real relationship they share with real people is nothing compared to the live updates and feeds and they receive on their iphones and blackberry and endless mindless fun these gadgets provide. Sure, they entertain us when we're bored i.e. waiting for bus, being alone etc. It's fine.

It crosses the line when couples waiting for food at a dining place start pulling out their iphones and playing games while blatantly ignoring each other and the company they could have enjoyed.
The best I've yet seen is this couple whose girlfriend has her ears plugged completely with her ipod and eating while her boyfriend eats his own lonely meal with no one to talk to. It's mad.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Sleep the night away

The worst sort of games to play are mind games.

They are uncontrollable and can easily get out of hand, because the mind is boundless.

The pleasure we derive from imaginations form in the mind is as much as the anguish formed from hurtful mind games.

Why do we love each other so much that we hurt each other as much too?

I thought I was as cold as a robot, but I'm actually feeling it and it's so raw to the nerve.
But it's ok, at least I can still feel.


There are no problems that cannot be solved. Use more understanding, spread more love - the world will be a better place. It hurts me so much to see the closest of friends fighting. This always reminds me of what Ruby said about all that happened - our problems are so minuscule compared to the world's problems. Children dying, children starving, and we're so engrossed with our little problems to see how much the world needs us more.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

ALERT: MATURE CONTENT BELOW

For a first, I actually had a good laugh about this article.


Stop with all the semen

December 31, 2009
Stop with all the semen
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“No, really. You shouldn’t have.”

Guys, if you aren't laughing, it's okay. At least you've just been made a little more aware of all those egoistical thoughts that you think was seriously, steamy hot.

P.S Please don't judge me or ask me why/how I came across this. Just enjoy.
The above article is a satirical work, not horny porno things guys read/see to masturbate to.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Broke my promise

As obviously seen from this post, the desire to update is too overwhelming. I just checked my stat counter and saw a whopping 26 unique hits. Unbelievable. It usually fluctuates within the mid 10s.

Anyway, I think I have grown to really like Gretchen's videos a lot. Some are really easy to relate to and they are things that we can do right away to make a difference in the quality of our lives.


Yes, please - stop, gossiping.
I'm urging myself, and all the girls(especially) and guys to think twice before you open your mouth and utter mindlessly about something/someone.
We are all judgemental creatures. Just trying to be less of one.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Hiatus

Sorry if you keep seeing this post title whenever you come to my blog.

I doubt I will have any time/inspiration to pour into this blog while busy with studies.

A month or two later I'll be back.

Just don't miss me too much.

Sunday, October 03, 2010

Gastronomy

I've been spoiling myself too much with respect to the mouth down to the anus. The gastronomic experiences that I've been having this month has upped my standards so much that I think casual dining (think F.I.S.H, Thai Express, Cafe Cartel etc) is not worth the price I'm paying for anymore.
It's either cheap hawker fare that fills the stomach or extravagantly expensive fine dining affair that takes a toll on the pockets of my mom.

Five.more.weeks.

It has zoomed past like the Maglev. Prelims are over. Results are partially out. Well, take results as evaluation/feedback to my current progress. There's so much more for me to study! I'm going mad studying and feel as if I've lost track of friends/life/time. But, I actually enjoy immersing myself in studying and deriving heaps of satisfaction after that.

I wonder how useless I'll feel after As when there's no more guilt ridden trips where I have to start studying, because there's no more studying to do, except laze around like a bum.

I need a makeover. I officially look like a horrendous aunty with disgusting hair that needs some major construction to be done. Off with the specs, fringe-less face...

Await the reborn Jac...

But only five weeks later. Till then. It'll be as short and sweet like a needle prick.

P.S How to do Neuroscience when I don't take Biology since... Sec 3? What a joke.

I have long forgotten what intimacy felt like, and the pain/hurt/disappointment that come with it.

Why don't I have longer hands so I can hug myself to sleep? Or give myself a full-body hug when I need one? Isn't it nice to be able to hug oneself? Heh. Cos that'll be full fledged intimacy without all the drama and pain that comes with it because ye know, love's temporal.

Friday, October 01, 2010

29-09-2009

It's been a year since the wedding of the year.


If you're a Singaporean, you would remember the biggest event of 2009 was the wedding of Christopher Lee and Fann Wong. Ok la, maybe not the biggest, but one of the memorable things that happened in that year. It's been a year since, 2 days after their 1st year anniversary.

A levels are so close yet I just spent close to 2 hours re-watching their wedding episodes 芳心有李. There were many moments when their intimacy and closeness put a smile to my face. And I was thinking hey, who says love these days is bullshit?

Anyhow, I'm all smiling to myself with how blissful they are, and wondering, maybe even considering, that marriage, is at another level... which...


I.AM.STILL.TOO.YOUNG.FOR.

You know how it's so annoying when you're with someone and then when you and your other half meet all the relatives friends etc, people keep popping the question, so when is it your turn?

Refer to the above.

Then again, been out of love for more than a year now, and still faring pretty well as a person. Though at times there are lonely moments, and studies are taking up too much time to be thinking of other things, I still enjoy some me-time to reflect and re-organise my life and priorities.

You don't need to be in love to be happy. Happiness exists in all forms.

Just this morning on the radio, the deejay mentioned how sometimes there are moments when you are surrounded by so many people yet you still feel so lonely. I totally have experienced it before. Throwing away all the insecurities and dissatisfactions, actually, I feel happy when I'm spending time by myself relaxing and doing what I really want to do at home and having no stress to please anybody except myself.