Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Jitters

I found that composure I needed so badly for the Difficulty climb during Sunday morning at Yishun Safra. The previous Safra Climb² was just ruined by all the anxiety I showed during the climb. This time I really focused on the climb and nothing else, kept conditioning my mind not to run wild just before the climb. It's a good experience to be the first to climb, sort of like onsight but not exactly because of the demo climbs, but still the gauge is different due the the pro-ness of those demo-ers. If I can maintain such mental conditioning just before the comp on this coming Saturday for finals, hopefully I can make my own breakthrough after climbing competitively for 7 months.


I've officially fallen sick.
What with the flu bug, sore throat and tormenting body aches... I really need a god-given pill to recover overnight!

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Life is unfair

And so that's what they say.

My favourite subject and I scored the lowest of all my other subjects. That's impossible. I think it's complacency because i think i understand it but actually my knowledge about it is that shallow.
Econs ah econs... sigh~
Math was as usual, careless here careless there. Why do i always have to be so careless with numbers? Maybe cos' i didn't have a good foundation like my languages and my mental calculation just seem to suck quite hard.

There are so many newly launched condos sprouting up in the east that i want to view. The exclusive Silversea at Amber Road, Dakota Residences... etc
I am too in love with interior design.
Sometimes i wonder if at the end of the day, i'll just end up taking ID in Uni. So much for wasting time going to Sec. school taking double science and not art, so much for taking subjects unrelated to design in JC. If i was in NAFA... if only, but too bad i'm not. So ya, get over it man. People's been telling me why are you wasting your time when you already know what you are interested in, i don't know either. That's so untypical of myself.

The National Schools Sport Climbing Championship is tomorrow, speed.... here i come, but not quite speedy myself. Let's see how i malu myself. Ha ha

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

从开始到现在


你真的忘得了你的初恋情人吗
假如 有一天
你遇到了跟他长得一模一样的人
他真的就是他吗 还有可能吗
这是命运的宽容 还是
另一次不怀好意的玩笑

Dreams

I have so much things i wanna do...

With nothing in order, I hope to be able to take up the PADI open water diving course, and go diving for leisure.
I've been talking about 1 star kayaking since 3 years back...
I want to go jet-ski in the open seas again soon enough...
I want to go to Switzerland and learn how to snow-ski!
I want to go go-karting again... maybe try Batam's this time round.
I want to go Japan and eat super fresh sashimi by the sea side
I want to learn interior design, but not do it as a career... maybe i should start taking photographs of the interior of my current and subsequent new homes and look through the before and after of learning interior design.
I want an entry level DSLR, badly.

And i am very interested in drift driving... but Singapore's definitely not the place to explore for this.

Wouldn't it be nice to take a gap year before Uni and do some of these activities...?
SO, big question... who's going to pay for all of these expensive wants?
I'm sure i'll find a way.
But the way for now is to pia and get past As first. Let's just talk about PROMOS first.... LOL.

Thursday, July 02, 2009

Sushi

Lonely dinners every night... has become not so lonely with Sushi's companion.
She seriously sits there throughout my meal and watch me eat without being greedy to sniff the stuffs(maybe cos there's no fish)