I've finally had my dream of playing with a DSLR(Digital Single Lens Reflex) camera come through! :D
I'm very envious always having to see photographers carrying their dua dua jia cams around. Eye candy ar. Tsk tsk...
It's a whole new and different experience from the ordinary Point and Shoot (PnS) cams i always play with. The particular thing i loved about the DSLR cam was its fast shutter speed. It is very precise as compared to PnS cams. Back then, when i went around taking pictures with my PnS cam, i had to estimate the time to press the shutter, anticipate that particular moment. And yesterday, while playing with the DSLR, it was sooo precise that i didn't have to estimate at all, the moment just appear and i just have to press the button and it gets captured. Ah, so cool! :D

Nevertheless, although a dream had came true, it also came along with a very jinxed day. Very. very. very. jinxed day okay.

First, i feel quite stupid enough to not even know what buses get to Serangoon MRT, and i've already stayed there for more than a year or 2. Not to be fully blamed cos' i always frequent Paya Lebar's one. So i had to walk a very long way to the mrt after alighting at a wrong stop. And then, met up with Crappy*. Supposed to find Peninsula Plaza, or so we thought it was, ended up not being able to find the shop. Then realised that it was Peninsula Shopping Centre. -.-'''

After all that getting lost in a small area, headed for dinner. Ha! 好戏在后头！
After dinner, Crappy* and i decided to urban from Funan to Somerset Skate Park. And the thing i felt soooo great was that i stupidly allowed Crappy* to confuse all my thoughts and instincts of the directions to the skate park. We went a whole detour towards Kallang. Getting further and further away from town area. Crappy* didn't exactly felt all that comfortable having to skate with his chao-heavy-small-wheeled aggros, and carrying all that heavy DSLR cam. xD So half the time he was skating like a complete idiotic noob. And most of the time i was laughing my ass off at him. So much for listening to an idiot, we made a detour and lost our way. My first time getting lost in town area!! I've skated there a million dozen times but suddenly everything looked so unfamiliar. Gosh. Must be Crappy's* evil doings and negative energy. And the swayest thing was, every traffic light we came upon, it turned red man once we reached there!!

That's not all! We finally found the skate park, saw the same aggro-ers we saw previously. They are guys who look matured enough, but behaved like Primary School kids when they are around a girl. Exasperating.
Marked one side of the ground to slalom, and those guys, dunno' if it was accidental and on purpose, they had the whole big place to sit, 偏偏 go sit beside the cones. Anyway, Crappy* went to buy drinks, and the idiot spilt the sweet drink on my bag. GREAT job man. As if he hasn't created enough trouble.
Muahaaha~
Boys will always be boys, not until they come out from NS. But of course, that doesn't apply to everyone.

So what i can say man? Great day for having played with a DSLR cam for the first time? Or sucky day having to be jinxed by a jinx. Tsk tsk...



*Name has been changed to protect his identity

There's no point already. Whatever i do, it just isn't coming out right. Whatever i've tried to build, it just crash and fall apart.
I. give. up.
No one seems to understand, it's just right there, but we're all going round in circles. For who? For what?
For myself? To get everything back and yet, slowly kill myself in the process? Since nothing else works, i have no idea about anything now.
We're all selfish people... come on.

没有也算了，有也没用了。心都死了。

We'll all live our own lives and move on. Be happy, that's all i ever wanted. We don't need a parasite to feed on our already very troubled lives.
The war is just starting only...
Gear up for the big battle cos' i'm gonna be needing all the energy and will power i've ever had in my entire life.


From the start, i'm just like a mediator. A useless mediator, i suppose, since nothing's changed right from the start. Sharing the role of a little ball that's been recklessly thrown and played around with. Even mediators need a break, so does a little ball. When can we finally settle down... i really, really, really crave for that hope of a better, happier, loving life...where all just truly love and care for each other and nothing else... I want the warmth of a cosy home, the love from who's left; not a big house filled with void and emptiness.
Screw the financial problems, why is it such a big thing?
I've made do with less one love(or was there any in the first place...i've always doubted), and i know i'll always treasure what's left for me.

Don't worry. I'm still the special me, just, a much stronger one on the inside. I still have faith and believe that all's not lost. Nothing's lost, they are just changing.

Compare... compare... compare even more, and we'll never ever be contented. Really.
The rich families are happy, so are the poorer ones. So how can we ever compare happiness in terms of materials?

Seeing this young punk here definitely brought back some of my childhood memories. That kid is pure innocent and ignorant. He's just so cute and cheeky. Kids whine and moan if they don't get what they want...

And once we please them a little, they are back to their happy, carefree self.
Awww...

If only our minds never change and remind as childish or naive, then maybe there wouldn't be so much problems, so much conflicts, so much polictics to deal with.

Actually till these days, parents still favour certain kids. Let's say if there's 2 kids in a family, there's bound to be one of them getting more love from either parent. At least, that's what i noticed. But, it's actually ok la. At least got someone care better than no care at all right? Heh. Nothing to be jealous about if you are experiencing this.

Wow, Shu Min's case on the net is really still very hot news.
My blog attracted 4 times its usual amount of people from Technorati search.
No wonder she was the top 3 hottest search on Technorati. Wakaka...

Now again, problems settled, people's moods are getting better, (so i hope people treats me better xD) Hope we're all heading in the right direction. If not....
I also don't wanna think of the consequences.