“如果真正爱一个人，就会多了解他的感受”
也许有过自私的想法，但我已尽了力做我最好最好了。。。却不够的好吧。。。
有时候，可能是真得失去理智，不能冷静地想。。。我能原谅，但一次又一次被刺激，世界上最冷静最有耐心的人也会疯去。
亲情，友情，爱情。。。全都围绕着爱。有时，一个人不是不爱人，而是不懂得怎么表现他的爱，不懂得怎么爱一个人。就像第一局所现的 “如果真正爱一个人，就会多了解他的感受”。
不懂怎么爱一个人在我眼里只不过是个借口，真正爱一个人是不用口说，不用 “我爱你” 来显示爱。真正爱一个人，就会多明白他，多了解他的感受，多站在他的立场想。。。那就真正爱一个人了。。。
如果每个人都尽力多了解对方，对身边的人多关心点，付出多一点的爱，不就那么的完美吗？为什么在这世界上，还有那么多自私想法的人呢？ 是我们政府教育方法错呢？还是这世界正是那么地残忍？我不明白。。。真的不明白；可能这一辈子也不会明白。。。
也许这是个事实我还不能够接受。
天真，我真的太天真了。
For English readers, this is the English version... (perhaps it has more meaning in chinese, i dunno')
"If you truly love someone, you would try to understand the person more"
As much as i had selfish thoughts lingering in my mind before, but i've tried my best, i've given my best... or perhaps not the best, yet.
At times, the mind loses its control, calm is never a word understandable by it.
I can forgive... however not to the extent where it happens too repetitively. However sane or calm a person may be, he will lose his sanity too.
Kinship, Friendship, Relationship, they are all about love. At times, it's not that a person do not love others, it's that they do not know how to love others.
Just like the main message that i'm bringing across "If you truly love someone, you would try to understand the person more"... in my opinion... It's just an excuse that one do not know how to love a person. Loving someone wholeheartedly requires no words to express one's love. It's something deep down that we feel in our hearts. It's this special connection that bonds all our loved ones together, that is, if we've given real love and opened our heart to receive others' love. "I love you" is just an over-rated phrase. Loving someone truly would only mean you tried understanding the person more, sparing a thought for their feelings, and always being very generous in giving out your love.
If everyone tried putting effort in understanding each other, showing more care to the people around them, loving them truly, wouldn't it be so perfect? Why, in this world must it be so harsh in reality...? With selfish thoughts in our minds.... is it the government's fault? Or the upbringing of one? I don't understand... i just don't understand.. maybe i won't in my whole life too...
Or perhaps... it's just a fact that i've never tried accepting...
Naive... I'm too naive my dear.
Can anyone prove to me that this is not the actual world we're living in? Or maybe, before expecting people to change, the first thing's to deal with oneself.
Sunday, December 31, 2006
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
2006
Reflecting back on 2006. Wonderful year of ups and downs.
Starting from school, term 1 has been down, term 2 up, term 3 down, term 4 same. That's my academic results. Oh well, wonder if it's the psychological thing in me. After working so hard for a term, tend to slack off for the next term, thinking i'm all good, i will do well again. Complacent!
Friends, we've definitely gone through so much together. Some people cried, forgotten if i've cried before, i doubt so though. I even made some people cry... hurtful. Not forgetting how much fun we had all together as a clique. Coming from different backgrounds each one of us, yet we managed to close the gap and be that close, sharing everything. The gossips, the eviillll plans to bully/sabo each other... HA! 2 years being together... some of us will be heading different paths, some ending up in the same class. Friendships will drift, it's a matter of oneself putting in the effort to keep it going, the future beholds. I have no idea what will happen too. As long as everyone keep an open mind about it, everything will be optimistic.
Another year older for everyone, we've definitely grown up from the past, learnt from the mistakes, reflected and moved on. People advance at different paces, i've learnt to give and take... we can't expect the world to be moving with you. People come and go... learn to 拿得起；放得下. Holding on will not do anyone any good... perhaps the memorable experiences we hold on to... move on and be a better person.
Each and every one of us will judge someone from their past actions/mistakes, hoping everyone will be keeping an open mind and view whoever you had grudges against the past year very open mindedly. Everyone deserves second chances. Everyone wants to change for the better. Be it in school, in society, in personal life.
Netball... something raw and fresh for me. It's the peak where we shared all the achievements and proud moments together, then, we had the downs where we cried as a team (yet again, i didn't cry when everyone else did... tsktsk) It's all over now. Tried it, gained from it, moved on. All the memories will be kept, no worries. How much we went through all together, how much each of us perservered throughout, pushing ourselves to the limits each time. Zest!
Personal life... every year, we grow up again, i suppose my pace of growing up is: 1 year in reality = 3 years in mentality. It started at that rate since last year. However, i must stress that no matter how mature i am, or i may appear to be, there are certain areas in life that i will never experience as a fourteen-year-old. Time may be the key factor, however, i'm still enjoying my youth, and it's a good sign.
Oh well, perhaps i've been exposed to the outside world too soon. The reins are off me, in a way, it's very good for the upbringing of one. Yet again, it's the stress that we have to prove that this way of upbringing is right. So many reckon it's still not time for such a young girl to be let go so soon, as much as i beg to differ because there are still too much factors in it, it's really up to individual to decide our paths. I've laid a very clear path for myself, something i'm proud of. Knowing what we want, striving to achieve, the satisfaction, sense of achievement, a feeling ever so lasting and warm.
Skating...has been a part of me for a year now. It's all those happy moments.. quiet moments, times i push myself so hard to do something... and then the end result is very heartwarming. How much i've learnt through skating... i definitely owe it to all the friendly skaters we have in this skating community. Looking forward to newer experiences on skates =D
No one has ever opened up my heart so much before... 2006 has been very memorable... i've had so many first experiences, moments that i will never forget in my life. Etched in my heart... in my mind(it'll be too exaggerating to go on with 'in my soul' HA!) I'm looking forward to the future, what we will see together, what we will go through together as well. It will be a challenge for each of us individually. How we see each problem faced, how we cope with it. The test of time, the test of the power of love. =)
The end of the year zoomed past so fast, i've not had the chance to sit down and take in the moments. Enjoying every bit of the holiday. Been a long time since i posted a decent post. Some parts of the year, 让我又爱又恨, another year has passed yet again. This blog is a year old. A year of memories kept in it... Happy 1st year anniversary to the memory stored of jacjac's.
Wishing everyone a good year ahead, keep your heads up! Lady luck will be with us~
Starting from school, term 1 has been down, term 2 up, term 3 down, term 4 same. That's my academic results. Oh well, wonder if it's the psychological thing in me. After working so hard for a term, tend to slack off for the next term, thinking i'm all good, i will do well again. Complacent!
Friends, we've definitely gone through so much together. Some people cried, forgotten if i've cried before, i doubt so though. I even made some people cry... hurtful. Not forgetting how much fun we had all together as a clique. Coming from different backgrounds each one of us, yet we managed to close the gap and be that close, sharing everything. The gossips, the eviillll plans to bully/sabo each other... HA! 2 years being together... some of us will be heading different paths, some ending up in the same class. Friendships will drift, it's a matter of oneself putting in the effort to keep it going, the future beholds. I have no idea what will happen too. As long as everyone keep an open mind about it, everything will be optimistic.
Another year older for everyone, we've definitely grown up from the past, learnt from the mistakes, reflected and moved on. People advance at different paces, i've learnt to give and take... we can't expect the world to be moving with you. People come and go... learn to 拿得起；放得下. Holding on will not do anyone any good... perhaps the memorable experiences we hold on to... move on and be a better person.
Each and every one of us will judge someone from their past actions/mistakes, hoping everyone will be keeping an open mind and view whoever you had grudges against the past year very open mindedly. Everyone deserves second chances. Everyone wants to change for the better. Be it in school, in society, in personal life.
Netball... something raw and fresh for me. It's the peak where we shared all the achievements and proud moments together, then, we had the downs where we cried as a team (yet again, i didn't cry when everyone else did... tsktsk) It's all over now. Tried it, gained from it, moved on. All the memories will be kept, no worries. How much we went through all together, how much each of us perservered throughout, pushing ourselves to the limits each time. Zest!
Personal life... every year, we grow up again, i suppose my pace of growing up is: 1 year in reality = 3 years in mentality. It started at that rate since last year. However, i must stress that no matter how mature i am, or i may appear to be, there are certain areas in life that i will never experience as a fourteen-year-old. Time may be the key factor, however, i'm still enjoying my youth, and it's a good sign.
Oh well, perhaps i've been exposed to the outside world too soon. The reins are off me, in a way, it's very good for the upbringing of one. Yet again, it's the stress that we have to prove that this way of upbringing is right. So many reckon it's still not time for such a young girl to be let go so soon, as much as i beg to differ because there are still too much factors in it, it's really up to individual to decide our paths. I've laid a very clear path for myself, something i'm proud of. Knowing what we want, striving to achieve, the satisfaction, sense of achievement, a feeling ever so lasting and warm.
Skating...has been a part of me for a year now. It's all those happy moments.. quiet moments, times i push myself so hard to do something... and then the end result is very heartwarming. How much i've learnt through skating... i definitely owe it to all the friendly skaters we have in this skating community. Looking forward to newer experiences on skates =D
No one has ever opened up my heart so much before... 2006 has been very memorable... i've had so many first experiences, moments that i will never forget in my life. Etched in my heart... in my mind(it'll be too exaggerating to go on with 'in my soul' HA!) I'm looking forward to the future, what we will see together, what we will go through together as well. It will be a challenge for each of us individually. How we see each problem faced, how we cope with it. The test of time, the test of the power of love. =)
The end of the year zoomed past so fast, i've not had the chance to sit down and take in the moments. Enjoying every bit of the holiday. Been a long time since i posted a decent post. Some parts of the year, 让我又爱又恨, another year has passed yet again. This blog is a year old. A year of memories kept in it... Happy 1st year anniversary to the memory stored of jacjac's.
Wishing everyone a good year ahead, keep your heads up! Lady luck will be with us~
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Special Footage
Disclaimer: These pictures shown have not been edited in any way, except that the contrast has been brightened so it is not as dark as to the actual ones, and much more visible to see the orbs.
These are some of the appearance of orbs as seen in the pictures. I can assure that they are not dust particles or condensation of mist/humidity.
As taken from http://theshadowlands.net/ghost/orbs.htm
It's a very scary, chilly experience. I want to strongly advice any reader out there who thinks of attempting to carry out such activities to give thoughts about it. Anything might happen in there that you guys will regret your entire life. This spiritual world is not meant for us to be trifling with.
These are some of the appearance of orbs as seen in the pictures. I can assure that they are not dust particles or condensation of mist/humidity.
As taken from http://theshadowlands.net/ghost/orbs.htm
What are these balls of transparent light we find in photos taken in allegedly haunted places? I won't tell you I know the answer to this question. No one has the true answer to this question yet, but that's part of the job of researchers and investigator.
One of the leading theories concerning what orbs are and the one that I lean towards the most is that they are not the spirit at all. The orb is the energy being transferred from a source (i.e. powerlines, heat energy, batteries, people, etc) to the spirit so they can manifest. This may not even be a conscious thing the spirit is doing, just a natural way they get their energy. This would explain why the orbs are round balls. According to the laws of Physics energy being transferring like that would assume is natural shape of a sphere. This theory can also be tied into the EMF readings we get during spirit activity.
I always approach things with a bit of skepticism, so when I saw all these websites start showing off these photos as ghosts, I was just as weary as most of you. I just had to try it for myself. I took a 35mm camera that I had used regularly for 6 years in all types of lighting and weather and had never gotten an orb or other unexplainable photo before and went out with a few seasoned field investigators on a cemetery investigation. One of the investigators was psychic and she pointed out a few areas we should take photos, so I did. I also had ghost footsteps walkup behind me twice and I turned around quickly and took photos of the empty air. When I got my photos developed, I had these orbs and fog in those photos that I was told to take, as well as the footstep ones. All my other photos were normal. Coincidence?
Since we do not know what orbs truly are, just that they seem to be found mainly in areas where there is ghost activity, I will tell you what they are not. On a normal investigation there are about 10 people using 10 different cameras, 35mm and digital, and many speeds and brands of film. They all get their film developed at separate places. Let's say only half of these investigators get some orb photos. Are these water spots or dirt on the lens? That would mean that 5 people all had similar dirt on their lens and all 5 did not clean their lens either. Are these orbs film processing errors? Well the 35mm cameras all had their film developed in different locations and used different film so that is very unlikely. The digital cameras can't have film-processing errors. I am aware that some people feel that the orbs on a digital camera are an error in the digital processing of the image. When that error does occur in digital photos, the objects tend to be square in nature, not round and they cannot be semi-transparent, the pixel behind would have to be corrupted also. I will not even address the precipitation theory, no legitimate researchers takes photos in any form of precipitation. What about dust and dirt being stirred up? Can that be the cause of the orbs? If that were the case, I would think that there would not be normal photos in a sequence of photos from the same camera and location. All of the shots in a sequence should have the dust or dirt in it. We find that most orb photos do not appear in consecutive photos. All photographers present should get orbs if it is dust being stirred up as well.
These are just a few things for the skeptics to think of when they are condemning an orb photo as a fake or fraud and some things for investigators to consider when checking their photos for positives.
It's a very scary, chilly experience. I want to strongly advice any reader out there who thinks of attempting to carry out such activities to give thoughts about it. Anything might happen in there that you guys will regret your entire life. This spiritual world is not meant for us to be trifling with.
Monday, December 25, 2006
I don't know how i can ever describe that feeling i've never felt before. Confused, tired, lost... as if i'm going insane anytime. Suffocating under the huge pressure in my mind and too tired physically to even think about anything else except to get home safe and warm... out of the dark, cold and "void" place.
It pricks my conscience somehow that i actually endangered myself 'playing' with the netherworld just for the fun and curiosity of it. Too many things happened all in a moment, i'm still so so lost...
The feeling of being in a cemetry dead in the middle of the night is indescribable. Some stuffs are not meant to be played and fooled around with......
It pricks my conscience somehow that i actually endangered myself 'playing' with the netherworld just for the fun and curiosity of it. Too many things happened all in a moment, i'm still so so lost...
The feeling of being in a cemetry dead in the middle of the night is indescribable. Some stuffs are not meant to be played and fooled around with......
Saturday, December 23, 2006
I keep preaching but i don't do what i preach. Not exactly preaching... just speaking my views. Then.... it suddenly hit me... why am i not enjoying the little little fine things in life. I've been expecting more and more and more, no wonder i'm always disappointed. My mind suddenly opened up... i saw the light in my dark tunnel. =)
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