I don't know how i can ever describe that feeling i've never felt before. Confused, tired, lost... as if i'm going insane anytime. Suffocating under the huge pressure in my mind and too tired physically to even think about anything else except to get home safe and warm... out of the dark, cold and "void" place.

It pricks my conscience somehow that i actually endangered myself 'playing' with the netherworld just for the fun and curiosity of it. Too many things happened all in a moment, i'm still so so lost...
The feeling of being in a cemetry dead in the middle of the night is indescribable. Some stuffs are not meant to be played and fooled around with......