When there's expectations, there's bound to be disappointments. Ya, and just when this person, ME, have such high expectations of everyone, i always end up feeling so disappointed in all these people around me. Gosh. Makes me sound soooo good. But no, i'm not that good. Ha! But still, at least better than those people who make me disappointed. For me to expect a certain kinda standard from certain people means i actually deem you are O.K 没问题 in your future one. Hai~ Then i get disappointed because they just don't hit what i expect.

Maybe it's my beliefs that i hold so strongly to. But then again, everyone always expect something from another party. Such psychological things are so hard to explain. It's easy to say that you're content with it, but in actual fact, once something/someone improves, you pin more hope that it gets even better. Maybe it's how society is, the fast-pace environment we have around shows 2 very clear and direct paths; either you keep improving to be the creme at the top, or you slacken and fall to the back struggling to keep your head above waters.
Is the reality that harsh?
Sadly... yes it is.

So what are we supposed to do? Keep disappointing oneself with so much expectations or just be content with what we have and fall to the last. Great!