I'm on a rollercoaster ride of emotions now...
When i'm busy and about, i'm happy. When i face the problems, i feel desperate.
No one seems to be helping; perhaps i'm the only one who can help myself.
But i really need some comfort and support... i'm at the point of breaking down when i know i'm faced with many adult matters that as a child, i shouldn't be pressured with, and yet i am.

I really need some form of release... cos' i can't even numb myself from it.
It's yet another tortorous point in my 15 years of life, and i thought the final one was at 12.

Sigh...~

It's very tiring mentally.