NAPFA

Today's NAPFA quite funny sia. Those that i know i won't do well, surprisingly, still can make it. Then those i did not worry about, i almost couldn't make it! >.<
Is it really all in the mind?

I feel so insensitive and lousy today. Insensitive that i was selfish having fun alone and did not pay much attention to my dear dear tantan. I obviously knew there was something wrong since the start of the day. But i did not relentlessly pour questions all over her and shown at least more concern! Tan, you might be reading this someday, it's hard for you to open up and tell us what happened, but it's harder for us to care and be there for you when you don't allow us to.
Love and be loved. You have to love yourself, then we can love you. If you don't even accept yourself, how will you be able to accept care from others?
Please do not keep everything to yourself and slowly allow yourself to tear apart from all these. There are many people who are more than willing to lend a listening ear even if we are not in any position to comment or advise. Let it all out... you'll feel much better, and i want to see you in your happy/crazy state again. Cheer up!