Fanfare

I've got too much of twilight and the series rubbing off on me. I've been so addicted to those books like those were my -- personal brand of heroin, as how they put it in the book.
Part of me stopped work for an additional week just to read the books, and at the current rate that i'm devouring, i think 2 days is enough for me to be done with the entire series. I'm already wondering what i'm going to do with the remaining wednesday, thursday and friday by myself home alone. It's stupid telling them that i'm planning to work again -- so much for my indecisiveness. Then again, when i think of the work that i'll be doing, i can almost shut my eyes and wished i was better off lying in bed till late noon.

Human beings tend to be to fickle minded. When i don't have, i crave for it; and when i do have, i take it for granted.

I think i'm living in a different century prefering a different generation of people to be surrounded by. I'm aging much too fast mentally that i think i wouldn't even get married off because my expectations would have long shot through into space, sharing the same frequency with the meteors up there. I don't even know if i would be able to handle the new environment in JC with boys all over again just like in primary school. TKGS had done quite a lot for my growing up years. It might take a little getting used to, i guess.

I've always had this little fantasy of mine - my charming prince sweeping me off my feet and serenading me with a saxaphone on the other hand -- though that would be technically impossible, but what's a dream if there isn't a little bit of impracticality involved?