What hurts the most

It's going to sound like an emo post again with such a title. But it's always the most hurtful things that stay with someone, it haunts, in sleeping moments and in waking moments.

我睡不着的时候，会不会有人陪着我

我难过的时候，会不会有人安慰我

我想说话的时候，会不会有人了解我

Wallowing in self pity. And a good night's sleep erased all the pity I ever had. Erased all the troubles. I love how my mind always refreshes itself just like that.

It's cruel that all relationships play a big role in one's emotional and mental state, yet it's always something that's so hard to depend on. Why do we all get played like that?