Thursday, August 31, 2006

We had our teacher's day celebrations today. Aces Dance, oh great. Hahaha~ The weather played us, it rained lor. So we had to do in the hall, and as we all know, TKGS's hall is too small to contain sec 1-4s so we had to take turns, sec 1 and 4 did the dance first, followed by 2s and 3s. After that, the sec 2s performances with our form teachers. We had a drama skit. I was a contestant for sevener's idol, and i was to skate. K, it was damn impromptu, and i was supposed to skate to the music. And my god, i told Fairuz to stop the music after 20 secs, and when i was performing, it was too damn short. LOl. It was a super awkward stop la. Cos i havent even do what i wanted to do yet then stopped liao =\ How did it looked ? Comments from the floor? =D Bad/good, it doesn't matter. But i seriously thought our Form teachers' performance up there was really well done, super enthu. =)

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Home is the best place to be in! And i mean YOUR own home. Okay, maybe not for everybody, but i do feel that my home is the best place for me. =)
People always say they eat to live. For me..? I live to eat! =D How can i go on diet?!
Eating has always been my favourite...i don't know how i'll survive if i don't get to eat what i crave for. We should all feel blessed to be able to eat such good food. What for go on diet? xD

Sunday, August 27, 2006

I've just had my hair cut~
No, it's not another of my own creations; shaggy dog hair style. It's the first time i'm satisfied with a hair cut. Ooo yeah! In a very good mood right now.
I've eaten sooo much these few days, can see a flab coming out from my tummy!! Ahhhhh! Am i gonna go on a diet liao? xD
I feel so blissed~

Thursday, August 24, 2006

No offence at all to those who appeared in the pictures. This is a result of what happens when a tour guide talks non stop about World War II, at Changi Chapel & Museum and then at Kranji War Memorial and Cemetory; even in the coach when we are travelling to the places! Gosh~ Hands down to you tour guides, you guys are really knowledge-filled to be talking NON-stop throughout the entire National Education Journey our school had organized for a whole 3 and half hours~. =X
*And yes, they are really sleeping. xD

Monday, August 21, 2006

It's soo good going back to those childhood times! I remember back in Telok Kurau where i had the most memories(both good and bad) and most of the growing up there...with the sand-filled playground and my favourite swing. Just not long, we were at Steph's playground playing 'Ice & water', think the last time i was playing that was 2 years back. And of course, my favourite. The Swing! I used to be able to sit on the swing for quite a long time! Now, (think i'm growing old), i get this wierd feeling of my heart dropping out and nauseous and giddyness whenever i sit on a swing. Awww~
Screamed and ran about like 5 year olds, it was so much fun. Next was cartoons...and then snacks and chips. Lol! I really feel as if i'm rewinding back time again. Being a child is so much fun. No worries, nothing. Nothing at all. =)

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Hey, i'm very curious of how old people think i am at first sight. I've had ridiculour answers before. My age has always been on the higher side, like 16-19. 19 has been my highest record so far. Most average answers would be 16. After that, would be "you're in JC already right?" I can almost nearly faint on the spot. Do i look THAT matured? or old?
Imagine this, if i'm 14 right now, people thinks im 18. What about when i'm 20; people will think i'm 30 already. AHHHH~! NOoo! This can't be happening! Gosh. People judge by the way i behave or my face? If the way i behave, then it isn't so bad. But if it's my face..... ; Curious to find out. Heh.

Cross country wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. It was 3km, but felt like 2.4. However, i was panting heavily towards the end. No training for 3 weeks already, whatcha expect? Came in 24th. Quite bad leh, considering that i'm a sports person loh. Was feeling quite sian throughout the whole event, cause half the time we were waiting for dismissal.

I feel my level of tolerance has greatly dropped. Or should i say, its more of like a 'sigh~' and speechless later on. I must stop comparing teens with adults. It just doesn't go that way.

Friday, August 18, 2006

Religion

Please be reminded that these are just my opinions and thoughts.

I have always wondered why many people choose to believe in a certain God. To many, it's something like a belief, where they can trust, have faith or something that pushes them on and guide them in life. But i'm very interested to find out, how many people REALLY believe in religions, or they are just brought up in that way and influenced by others may it be parents or relatives or the older generations to believe in a certain religion. People believe in the religion because of the values? But do they apply the values they learn in their life? Or they only learn the values through words and teachings but always fail to apply in their life, because they don't know the true meaning of the value? I've seen many people around me that supports the latter. Many are christians, but they do things against christianity values. Again, it contradicts. They go into Christianity for? The sake of being a Christian because everyone else are? Or for the true purpose of solely learning, applying and shaping themselves to be a better person? You decide.

Content, are you?

Kids, teenagers and i can even say adults, are clueless about what's content. What is the meaning of contentment? To be content with what you have of course! Good answer given. But...the real thing that's happening, is that, it's so much easier to be said in words rather than actions. Look around you, seriously, how many are truly contented? The rich aim for the richer, the better aim for the best. It's good to live for your hopes and dreams, but sometimes, certain things have a limit, and you just can't do anything about it no matter how much you try.
Not convinced? How many of you guys out there secretly wished that your parents could afford everything for you just like that rich friend of yours? A chauffeur? A maid? A bigger house? A bigger car? A better boss? A better job? A better life?
Majority do not appreciate for what they have currently and always complain that life sucks. Life indeed sucks if you do not know how to appreciate and be content. Have you appreciated the fact that you have a happy family? Have you appreciated the love your parents showed? Have you appreciated the many countless things your parents gave? Have you appreciated what your parents have done for you?
Very simple things that happen so routinely that we take things for granted. How many schooling kids out there do you see out with parents sending them to school every morning without fail? Worse; how many maids do you see getting ordered by these kids nowadays?
Everything is 应该的(as expected that i should have and i must have)。 So many of you out there are so blessed that you forgot to 饮水思源 (remember who helped you to your success). How many can say that they are not guilty of that? Even i dare not to!
But times when we know the limit, we should stop asking for more. So what if you have all that money that you want? You start to forget what is love and care, you start to forget about your loved ones. Your life orbits around money and more money.
I noticed this, people who have a not-so-well-to-do-but-happy family always hope to have more money for themselves. Indeed they live in a small cosy house, lead a happy and simple life. Yet they ask for more. NOT contented.
People who come from well-to-do-but-broken-apart family, however, always hope to give up the money and just lead a simple happy life.
Contradicting as it sounds, but it's ever so true.
Lets put this in this way, if i come from a poorer family but we are all happy living creatures. I will always hope that my parents make it big someday and can just give me a little more money for me to spend. Why can't my parents just do that? Look at my cousin, they get all they want, yet in return, they don't have a happy family. And all they wish for is not money but just their loved ones to care for them.
A very good example indeed of not being contented. How many uncontented people out there don't appreciate that they have a cosy family. For me, i would definitely choose a happy family over money. Keeping in mind that money is not everything. Money is indeed the root of evil. Your world should not be orbiting around money. Look at other things, how blessed are you to be actually enjoying your lives with your loved ones everyday? Make do with that little money and enjoy the times with the people around you. You will definitely live a more meaningful life than always asking for more.

Thursday, August 17, 2006

I can conclude this term that's coming to an end in a light and happy mood!~
Everything's running all well, and i'm glad to a very large extend. Results are out, i'm quite happy with them! =) All thanks to my hard work and effort which Sally noticed that.. ;)
English - 73. something
Higher Chinese - 69.25 (this is especially stupid. 0.75 to A2 -.-)
Maths - 67.3
Science - 67. something
Yes, i'm happy and feeling quite stupid too. Cos everything is so near to the next higher grade!
Next target - ALL As! =) I can do it! It's definitely a great improvement from the previous term where i either failed or just pass cos i slacked through the term. -.-

Oh yeah~ Cross country is up next with Zany Parade. Think my upcoming posts are gonna be picture filled with Zany Parade pictures. Dress up and be pretty people, you're gonna be on cam =D
I can't bear for our class to split at the end of the year. Think about it, i suppose our class is one of the only with the nice type of people inside. Well, no offence, but i seriously do think so in my opinion. I'm so gonna miss all of you guys. We shared so much happy and sad moments all together. We broke so many records~ Of course they are crazy and lame ones la. All in all, i love 2/7 alot alot.

At the same time, i feel quite disappointed in certain people which i have pinned a certain hope on them. I feel sad. really. Maybe i have high expectations? Or they just don't hit what i want. Oh well, people have been coming and going out of my life, just a matter of getting used to what's happening. Cos nothing lasts forever~

Monday, August 14, 2006

Found this quite amusing, ripped from Ruby's blog. The way she describes her dear friend, is so.. well judge it yourself =X

Those BOLD are very true. Those Italic are QUITE true but doesn't really make sense, and those normal fonts are just rants~ =D
She was from Kong Hwa School and now she is from Tanjong Katong GIRLS school,
She stays at upper paya lebar. & her house is super niceeee (: I only met jac this year & I love her a lot XD she is a little CRAZY, but she can be serious at times. She LOVES poking people's asses & boobs. I think because she doesn't like hers.Although she is like CRAZYYY & retarded, she is a very principled girl, caring, niceeee; understanding & she like got this PSYCHIC power that she can see what kind of person you are like from the first look. COOOL right! HAHA. And and and, she is understanding & caring. EXTREMELY. She can make my day, cheer me up when I am moody or bored. ;D she loves to skate. Mee too! (: she got me addicted to it. She loves photography. And she wants to be an interior designer. She got every thing all planned out already, unlike me. She wants to go into NAFA after secondary school. She is MADD. She has this CRAZY hair that loves to FLY! (: she has this habit of calling herself chiobu. I dunno if she is living in self denial or something else, but she is one hell of a thick skin babe! (: HHAHAHAH. She loves to force people to eat food. She loves bullying people. She likes small bags. And the first look when you look at her, you would think that she is this little innocent FREAKY nerdy girl in class that listens to all the lessons. But, watch out! She can coming SCREAMING like a hyena & sometimes, even STARE at you. And when she ever does that, just stare back. You might think that she is a lesbian who has a lesbian crush on you. But noooo, she is just playing around. And especially DURING LESSONS. This FRIEND of mine was from netball, she didn't like it at all. HAHA. she loves calling people names, but its always like a nick name or something. Either that, she is just being straightforward. She calls people dumbdumb, kuku, fat, ugly, black. Jac mummy is super super nice too! Cause her mummy is as crazy as her! HAHA. cat fighting in the morning, in the car, on the phone. Really no big no small. HAHA xDD she loves cooking & she dislikes people who bian her.like people who think that she don' have the ability to do something, but when she can, like my art teacher. She gives people the look if she doesn't like that person, or that person pissed her off. IF NOT, she just cant be bothered with that person, like just heck lo. JACJAC has a lot of nick names, they are ::: JACJAC, JACKY, JACCIE, jaCINda, JACCY, the pronounciation are all different, cant help it. HAHA. and she is the sports captain in my class. She likes interior design, okay,I mentioned that already. JACCY is quite cheena, but also not really, she just likes cheena songs, & her Chinese is way way WAY WAY better than mine! HAHA, she does not like it when I speak Chinese, cause its always wrong. HAHA. jac watches Chinese(Jap and English too) shows, sadly, not Korean shows. HAHA. JAC is well liked by the people in the class. She is like super FRIENDLY. (: but she hardly smiles in neoprints. Jac has NO, seriously, NO, NO PIGMENTS in her skin. I mean,got la. But its super LITTLE. She is super WHITTTEEEE! Pale like GHOST. FREAKKYY huh. Haha, she can never never ever turn black like another classmate of mine. HAHA. totally WHITE! She like to use her stomach muscles, cause I train her. (She has nice biceps, abs, calves and thighs muscles) I'll move towards her till she has to move backward & she will always almost fall down. HAHA. JAC is sporty. She likes playing the GUITAR and she has played QING TIAN on the guitar for more that 100 times. HAHA, limited songs. HAAH, she likes music. Like me, she laughs when I sing. She thinks its funny, but I do not. JAC has a habit of washing her hands before and after meal. HYGENIC right! Haha but but but, she wets other people' pinafore, at the butt after washing her hands. Treating our pinafore (at the ass) as her towel to dry her hands. MEAN. JAC is a GREAT listener. I love talking all my troubles and problems with her. HEE. jac is a GREAT ADVISOR. a great TEACHER. haha, she teaches me skating, but i am such a lousy student. haha, dont wanna learn. but now, i want to learn! HAAH. ;DDDD okay.
yeah, so to end my this long post of JACJAC, JAC is NICE, wonderful, CARING , CRAZY, MAD, PERVERTIC, COOL, HIP, UNDERSTANDING UNDERSTANDING AND UNDERSTANDING. & last of all, she is a GREAT friend!


Just a note of reminder to dear readers out there to not conclude anything about me so soon yet. =)
Hoping to dine in there someday...~ =)

Sunday, August 13, 2006

LEEET!
Credits to Tianjun

Thanks sha for the advice, i managed to upload =) And my net loads much faster now.

Fireworks Festival/Night Skate

I was just thinking as i'm starting to blog; should my computer ever hang, i'm so gonna hang everyone! =X
Having not watched ANY fireworks for National Day, National Day eve, and the rest of the days that the fireworks were played on different days, i thought, since i'm free on Saturday, why not urban in town and CATCH the fireworks too! =) Urban-ing rocks especially if everyone is looking at you, and go like "wah! i feel like rollerblading!" "papa, see! they all rollerblading!!" Isn't it a GOOD way to promote the sport? xD And of course, some others will be "eh careful behind got people!" (yeah, that meant to avoid our wheels rolling on their feet)

Anyway, before i side track, decided to organize a night skate. (that's cause tianjun kept pestering me, and yet don't wanna organize!! Bully xmm...!) Meeting time was 7pm, was late, arrived 7.15, and i thought, oh no...so i practically walked like half runn
ing already, then rang Tianjun up and he said NO ONE was there except him. -.-''' So we waited and waited, till about 8, then left the place. There were 5 of us altogether.


We were skating around Fullerton Hotel waiting for the fireworks. Until the last few minutes, Lex decided to not join us and took off his skates cos he hates crowds -.- So we chiong, as in really CHIONG lor...like everyone's adrenaline running damn high.

We skated right onto the road, going against the slow moving traffic. AND the fireworks started going off! We were still stucked in the stupid crowd lor~ And a building was right in front. So we managed to catch the reflections of the fireworks. Tianjun made a good move, he pushed the metal railings/barricades, whatever you call them, that the police has set up to prevent the crowd from spilling all over the road. Ignored the number of police on the roads and we just skated right onto the road. SO COOL la!! We got a direct view of the fireworks. The police were trying to stop us, but to no avail. I've got 2 videos which i will upload to youtube soon, and many pictures of the fireworks.

Fireworks!~ By a French Team. Team New Caledonia.








After the fireworks ended, we were scurrying through people mountain people sea (人山人海).

Headed to Marina after that.

On the way to Marina, saw this cute photographer, doing sucha sexy stance that i decided to take a picture of him while he takes the view in front =X He just set up his tripod right in the middle of the crowd and decides to bend down and captures stuffs =\ SExy eH! XD *imagine someone goes behind him and kick right up in between his legs. WAHAHAH~

We skated through loads more crowds again and finally reached an empty big field, with ALOT of litter all over the grass. People picnic-ed there before the fireworks, and being uncivilised, decided to just leave their rubbish behind for the cleaners to clear up. Sigh~ The 4 of us decided to rest and we lie on the grass patch. It was so cooling and quiet because right in front of us is the Singapore River~ The thing that was missing were the stars in the sky! Else everything else would just be perfect! We lazed around for quite a while and took pictures!

Since some of us were hungry, decided to head down to look for food. Came across this building, which i forgot what name it was, UOB was it? And there was this big empty ground. We started skating round and round, then decided to slalom! Yeah, as always expected, security guards chased us away. So we headed down to Burger King, and thank God, it was still open (although the stated time: 11pm closed and it was 11.06pm) and we had the last order.
Hang out till about 11.33pm and Tianjun needed to rush to the MRT to catch last train. With much persuasion, Sha accompanied him. According to them, they just wore their skates right into the MRT, no one stopped them. And yes, i know the feeling is shoik skating inside lor~ =P
Miumiu(michelle) and i skated back to her house. It was so wonderful, this urban was. And i must agree with Sha that great friends come with joy, it doesn't matter HOW MANY were going, but WHO were coming. =)

Clockwise from left-right. Shasha, Miumiu, Tianjun & Me

Friday, August 11, 2006

I find it kinda stupid, and it doesn't make sense. The fireworks that was played on National Day was very short compared to the fireworks they lighted before that. And even today, the fireworks festival, it's longer that of National Day's. I thought National Day's would be the grand finale and wrap up and it would last much longer. Oh well. I'm living in this area, where i can't see any fireworks, but hear the sounds of it only. =X

National weather study project? Hahaha. Proposals proposals... I'm getting excited about it. Man! Roof top gardens. It's part of architectural/interior design lah. Anyway, its closely related to that, and that's also why i'm interested. But they are more of doing the "how can it be cooler in that area because of gardens and sorts". Well who knows, someday somewhere, our proposal gets submitted to HDB (Housing Development Board), and all our
HDb Flats will have their own roof gardens. =D And guess what? It's all thanks to me. Muahaha~

Thursday, August 10, 2006

National Day

National Day! Singapore has turned 41st yesterday! It started with a great picnic at East Coast. Was slacking, snacking and playing the guitar. Waited till about 6 then the moment came.






Oh crap. I don't know why but i can't upload photos. There's like loads more, but whenever they say its uploading and "done" then after i click on it, the photo doesn't appear. AHHH!! Great.

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Okie, to cut it short, 13 of us went out to Plaza Sing after our National Day celebrations in sch. Had fun with such a big group! Watched The Lake House, don't really understand the storyline because i don't get the meaning and the time travelling. Would rate about 2.5 stars only.
Elain! Rarely had the chance to take pic with this despo~!
Sweeet~!
Toasting! Ok la, Sylvia is chio!
Of course, where got praise her fully de.. candid pic of her. Further proves my point that she does looks like a doggie. Crazy girl Chu and me in Pizza Hut Taking the lift... the "men" in black.
More to be continued...

Monday, August 07, 2006

It'll be so cool if BOTH sides get to work out just the way i wanted.
>Able to coach the sec 1s recre team netball; which also means i don't drop out of netball, but continue with all the CCA points i've accumulated previously.
>Discuss about the Skating Club concurrently.
=D
Can't wait for National Day Fireworks! Hip Hip Hooorraayy!

Sunday, August 06, 2006

So much for asking for a favour; ended up getting a fruitful return.
The evil story shall begin.
Little girl was lazing around requesting some water to be brought to her. Little girl's mommy decided put her aiming and throwing skills to test. She aimed at little girl at about a 5m distance and threw a 1.5L bottle of cold water at little girl. Little did little girl expect it, the bottle with an evil grin came flying right at little girl. Due to the trainings little girl had before, she had fast reflexes and managed to touch the bottle. Notice the word, "touch". Because of the water droplets on the surface of the bottle that made it slippery, making little girl lost grip of it. The evil bottle continued its evil path; smacking right into little girl's forehead; before making a detour out of the main door behind little girl. Little girl ended up burying her head in her hands; moaning in pain. With specs flying off her face and forehead swelling like a balloon.The evil story has not ended.
Little girl decided to head over to Suntec to have dinner at Tony Roma because of her cravings for the baby ribs. Guess what, she had no idea about the fireworks that night and experienced a one hour jam trying to find a carpark only to realise everywhere has the same big sign "CARPARK FULL". So they finally decided to just head over to Katong after wasting 1 hour. Not only that, thinking that little girl might get to see the fireworks at suntec, Marina Mandarin the villian blocked the full view of the fireworks and little girl spent half an hour in the car hearing the sounds of fireworks and viewing the smoke of the fireworks; because the famous trait of Singaporeans; kaypo-ing, they decided to stop their little vehicles right in the middle of the roads causing a heavy jam. Oh WOW. Finally after much fustration, little girl and her teamates decided to just head over to Katong.
After a sumptous dinner at an Italian restaurant, the evil food decided not to spare little girl. They had a mini war in little girl's poor tummy, causing her to suffer major burnings at her ass.
Please let the evil story end right now!
State of little girl after experiencing a major com hang 3 times consecutively while she was trying to blog this; in vain. With the special ingredients of the aftermath of 2 diarrhoeas.

Friday, August 04, 2006

Why have i become so vulgar recently? I keep using the f word to vent my anger. RAWRRRRRRR!!! Beware~
Haha...should control myself. Didn't mean that to happen..shouldn't be happening too.

By the way, I have come to a very good conclusion about my life. Not so soon about my whole life, but currently up till now. I have 2 very splitting lives. One's a living hell and one that is filled with happiness. The warmth and love i feel happens in the day and hell starts setting in at night. It sounds as drama as it is. I appreciate all the love i can feel in school from my friends, my loved ones, in fact, everyone except one person. And that person is enough to create that living hell for me. I feel like the luckiest person on Earth in the day and the worst in the night. This is so contradicting, and yet ever so true.It's quite hard for me to believe, i could actually withstand all these nonsense from him since 2 years back. Though, i must say, i've broke down a few rare times in between. It's been 2 long years. 2 years that seemed like it's been happening since a decade ago already. My once lovely home in the day turns into a prison in the night. Just take it that i'm the inmate. I get restricted to do what i want. And restricted to the most ridiculous things; things that i don't even have the face to even name them. What am i? A worker or a child? I find it very hard to differentiate the way you treat a worker and your child. I find it ridiculously amusing that the way you think is totally incomparable to even a toddler. Eh, great life with you around, let's see who can stand this till the end. There's only a winner at the end of the day; Let it be me. Considering that the amount of patience of mine is proudly to be said, 200 times more than your tiny puny amount.

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

I realised i do have a soft side in me; oh wait, i mean i do have, not that i've realised that. But people hardly see me ever cry and may think i'm a very strong person. Anyway, i found doing things that go against my conscience bugs me a whole lot. Not that i have done many bad things, but then i had VERY rare thoughts about doing them before; but always push them out of my mind because i seem to never be able to execute them. It's like i know i will feel very guilty for the rest of my life if i murder someone. 过与不去。 Is that it? It means my my conscience won't feel good if i had done something wrong.
I thought i might be able to put that person under the "dislike" category, notice i never use "hate". But i still won't go against my own feelings that i will show my concern for the person. I just can't bear to 袖手旁观 (stand aside and see people suffer without lending a helping hand). I've seriously came across some experiences recently that some people can actually just go against their conscience and do nothing about that, even though that person is down there suffering. And that person is not just any other person, but their parent. It pains me. If i do put myself in that person's shoes; do i then realise that i have such "loved" ones that really do "care" about me when i'm in some deep shit. I mean seeing them grow up/feed/clothe them, though the person may not have done his/her part fully as a parent, but afterall, a parent is still a parent. I don't know how living creatures who have feelings can do that...? Maybe it's just me who's never experienced it, and might be prejudice against this whole thing. Even so, no matter how much i dislike one, i won't just stand aside and see him/her fall to his/her own death. I won't betray my own conscience.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Pleased to display many pictures i have taken recently of sun sets/sun rises. Each and every photo has a special meaning to me... Many may ask why i only take pictures of sun. Well... I seem very fascinated by how many ways the sun can appear to us when we view it at different angles; amazed at how beautiful the sun and its light rays are...